isit really happening??

Well lets say i don't know whether am i thinking too much or its really happening but ure not replying ure not reacting to wht i say anymore u don say ily to me anymore at night i know these are all small stuff but its like these small stuff really mean smt to me small words like ily it really does mean smt to me i used to smile everytime u say it to me but now....i go to sleep without a smile im not complaining its just dat honestly i am feeling doubts if ure reading this i expect you to come talk to me about it if u don i get the idea. Thats all i wanna say bye

hmmmm=/

i feel soo bad to cha hui la i donor and im having doubt whether imma good boyfriend to her anot i feel im not treating her well enough i felt i neglected her for some reasons she forgives me and stuff but still...from now on i should treat her well i should fire my spirit up and start to do whats best for her and me. Lord i pray to you pls help in our relationship i really pray we could be together forever....

What a day?

hmm today was kinda bad luck =/ again its like family dah la 3 probs popping out den arguement with a i do not know DJ @@ omg what the hell >< aiyooooo Lord pls come to my aid release all my guilt and my sins >< Lord   please help me with my temper pls pls oh Lord i pray for my enemies and those who offended me that they might take it as lesson Lord i did not know wht i just did that i just did but since its from You Father i pray it is for the best of both sides Lord. Amen

Another day passed

i donor why today again i almost loose my cool why insultments always comes to me??? why? why? WHY THE FUCK must they always comes to me and i alone have to live through it??! WHY??! i almost had enough of it already why do life always give me bitterness even its my holiday? why?