isit really happening??

Well lets say i don't know whether am i thinking too much or its really happening but ure not replying ure not reacting to wht i say anymore u don say ily to me anymore at night i know these are all small stuff but its like these small stuff really mean smt to me small words like ily it really does mean smt to me i used to smile everytime u say it to me but now....i go to sleep without a smile im not complaining its just dat honestly i am feeling doubts if ure reading this i expect you to come talk to me about it if u don i get the idea. Thats all i wanna say bye

hmmmm=/

i feel soo bad to cha hui la i donor and im having doubt whether imma good boyfriend to her anot i feel im not treating her well enough i felt i neglected her for some reasons she forgives me and stuff but still...from now on i should treat her well i should fire my spirit up and start to do whats best for her and me. Lord i pray to you pls help in our relationship i really pray we could be together forever....

What a day?

hmm today was kinda bad luck =/ again its like family dah la 3 probs popping out den arguement with a i do not know DJ @@ omg what the hell >< aiyooooo Lord pls come to my aid release all my guilt and my sins >< Lord   please help me with my temper pls pls oh Lord i pray for my enemies and those who offended me that they might take it as lesson Lord i did not know wht i just did that i just did but since its from You Father i pray it is for the best of both sides Lord. Amen

Another day passed

i donor why today again i almost loose my cool why insultments always comes to me??? why? why? WHY THE FUCK must they always comes to me and i alone have to live through it??! WHY??! i almost had enough of it already why do life always give me bitterness even its my holiday? why?

Bad Luck day

i kinda hate it today i donor why i kept doing things that is not of my knowing like im being controlled like during mass i kept doing stupid mistakes i dissapointed my priest and its like his last year with us and we still do stupid mistakes >< and i donor why today i very fast get impatient and angry its like lil stuff im angry ade i kinda dulan kj abit i donor why probably im just being a jealous bastard i donor gosh wth is wrong with me TODAE???!!! WHAT TELL ME WHAT???!!

oh Lord Jesus Christ help me Lord teach me to have patient teach me to control my anger oh Lord i pray to you i don't wanna scold ppl for no reason Lord HELP

Daily news

waliao today ah damn boring man ><'' teacher all sitting waiting happily for tml coz they 'think' they will get presents @@ ahh well i doubt so XD im evil. But still la still fun talking to celine all xD epic moments xD oh well goin to sunway lagoon in like 4 more days or so i honestly want nicky to go la he ah GRRRR... well nice nice day.. ytd i parkour abit kena big scratch external la but got internal bleeding >< but gonna heal de still lesson learned not to TRY to parkour on non-attraction place >< hmm well i guess i will stop here since BRENDA is rushing me LOL ok CIAOO

The Creator

Well today not much just normal crap stuff in school trying to study as hard as possible but in the end failed too seems like im not the study kind but still i will try my best to score in exams!

Bringing to the sad news today was......my grandma she..passed away well this what happened my uncle called my dad and told my dad that she was sick so my father drove there and when he called he said that she passed away now m skipping school and tml im suppose to visit her well at least i know that she will be in good hands of The Creator and Lord I pray that You will take care of her in heaven God Bless.

i think dats all for today
K, bye

reminiscence of the past

hmm well today not much to talk about soo its gonna be short and simple lolz ok well the bad news of the day is i lost RM50/60 of the library's money >< im soo dead wei i totally could rmb i left it on my study table but someone must have took it >< well put that aside in school was quite boring i must say but its funny at the same time lolz Pn.Teh made fun of samuel whn like shu wen walk out of class Pn.Teh ask samuel whether he wants to date shu wen xDD dat would be a funny thing lolz aside from dat during BM no teacher soo we gather and chat lolz well dat wud bring to todays topic we all(Celine,Jane,Shuu Jun., Nicholas...etc) were bringing back the past about old shows dat was acted by Stephen Chow lolz his comedy xD quite funny well i think dats all for today lor i think... lolz

ps: WISH ME LUCK IN FINDING THE LIBRARY's MONEY ><'''

The start of a new life

hmm i think of starting a new daily blog rather den my old blog which talks about feelings only soo here is my daily blog which im pretty much gonna tell a lil bit a my feelings of the day and what i do on that day. But im not gonna put this on public im afraid that i might say smt that might offend anyone soo if u can enter here LUCKY YOU! XD well to those who i selected im sorry if there is anything in the text that might offend you but well if u have a prob with it do tell! =]